lundi, juin 06, 2005

I'm tired of being the fucked up girl in this story of my life.

It's past 1AM, I'm still here, waiting for god-knows-what, thinking my friends are idiots or they don't even like me, pissed that I'd be the one finishing all alone while giving pieces of advice I can't even follow myself, I hate being who I am, wish things would be different, but wouldn't change a bit to save my life.


And my best friend was in Quebec today and he wouldn't even call.


I'm so fucking tired being the loser here...

3 commentaires:

Lucas a dit...

If your friends doesn't make you happy, fuck'em. You just change them and not yourself (Of course if you're happy being who you are, if not then do what you must to be who you want to be) and I know it's not easy...been there, done that. You gotta fight and try. Not going down without a fight...stuff like that.

Your best friend may have had some important things to attend to...I doubt he ignored you on purpose. Give him a chance, okay?

You're not the loser. The losers are those who do not have the chance to know you ;)

Have a good day! I'm so heading in my bed very soon...:P

Anonyme a dit...

I luv' ya !

Zia a dit...

Lucas > You're a sweetheart, you know ? ;)

And I was not pissed because of my best friend. I just wanted to express a little deception maybe... but I know he didn't made it on purpose. The simple thought of it is unbearable ! Eric wouldn't want to hurt me in any way.

Lysis > Haha ! Thanks ! :)